Just try to practice my English. Nevermind. No one will see this post.
I understand that I have a big problem or it`s better to say the dilemma in my life.
I don`t know who I want to be in future. I have neither talant nor great desire to anything. Indeed I realize that nothing makes me want to improve myself in this or that direct. Who am I? What was I born for?
It makes me meserable to recognize my youngest friends have reached a little success in their undertakings but I havn`t.